Mine.Yours.Ours.

I'm not normal.

2011-04-24T12:35:00.000-07:00

Fuck everything , i had been very super busy busy now , i ain't your typical normal donna anymore. I'm so busy i don't even have time to update my facebook updates and even to reply any of your messages. i know i know my hectic months had been effecting the way my friends think of me. Tapi mcm mna juga kan? its not like i wanted all this to happen. Do you know how hard it is not having time to do things that you love anymore? i mean blogging is one of my aktiviti mengisi masa lapang but since i don't really have much masa lapang untuk diluangkan anymore , i think my insanity is growing. okey pardon me for my mix rojak language here but i did warn u that i'm not normal anymore.People starts coming to me and said how much i've changed. According to them , i don't look the way i should , talk my talk and walk my walk anymore.haha.i know this is confusing . but i will find much precious time to fill this boring blog of mine. bla bla bla.wish me luck for my final exams. * fingers cross* ow thank you for wasting your time to read this stupid muthafucka post. wait for me :) i promise i'll be back soon. muahhxxx!!!!!!!!

Welcome 2011 :)

2011-01-20T13:03:00.000-08:00

Heyyy dolls how was your January?its tough having no extra time for me to blog anymore so this is literally a summary of what i have been doing recently :) I can't believe January is almost ending already and not to mention how 2010 passed in a blink of an eye.Entering my 3rd semester studying,everything seems pretty hectic where i don't even have time to upload new pictures in Facebook. HAHA.Here's what you missed so far,

Last December i got really really sick.No kidding.At first it was just a normal stomach ache then it gets worse,on the 4th day i was really in pain where i can't even barely walk to the kitchen.I was in a huge pain and got to the moment where i seriously can't eat anything because i couldn't swallow any form of food.Then when its almost Christmas everyone around me was freaking out because its been two weeks since the "stomach-ache" that i was claiming to have and afraid that i couldn't spend my Christmas properly.After seeing multiple of doctors,i was told that i was having a huge "ulcer" inside my cute little tummy and it was nothing serious.So i got fully recover by the third week.The good thing was i lost my weight during that massive pain and on Christmas eve,i felt so bad for my boyfriend because we always went to church on Christmas eve together but that particular day,instead of going to church he spend that night taking care of me,cleaning and wiping all the mess that i caused especially all my puke.He took a real good care of me and he was such a dear.

So yeah that was my Christmas eve.I spend Christmas and new year with Jay since the midnight kiss under the firework is our tradition. haha. It was wonderful.

I can say that i had some real WTF MOMENT in 2010 but i ended it perfectly with the ones i love.

I won't mention any of my new year's resolution here cause i don't wanna sound lame,ngeee.I hope its not too late to wish everyone a Happy New Year 2011.May the gift of lord will shine in each and every family.Have a rocking year dolls!

xoxo,

Donna mcd :)

That's When I love You.

2010-12-09T02:35:00.001-08:00

One of my favorite song of 2010 is "Thats when I Love You" by Aslyn.(check it on Youtube if you are not familiar with this song).I pretty much love this song because the lyrics are beautiful and i can relate to the song.Every girls have always have that one song that they can relate to them or their life.I know its kinda cheesy since this song is the one i do relate,and right now,this is exactly what i am feeling right now,You can read the lyric and it tells everything.

Love is about loving that one person unconditionally,accepting the way they are,doesn't count on their pretty face or how popular they are.I find myself that i love blogging about my life and those i love,since this is my personal blog,i treat this as my diary and you can stop reading it anytime you want.

Coming to my 3rd year being with Jay,I feel like i love him more than i ever felt loving someone (except for my family) and i feel like shouting and telling the whole world how much i love him.We grow together and we get through everything together.I can't seem to believe that i will fall hard for anyone this hard and the sweetest thing is i know that he loves me too.Waking up next to him is the best part of day and telling him i love him every morning is all that i never stop wanted to do.So why do I relate to this song instead of any other millions love songs?Here's why,lately,he is very busy with everything around him and we barely get to spend time together like last time.I understand his effort working hard and i never would ever complaint anything about it but he's the one who's being guilty for not having time for me.All i want is to tell him that i still love him no matter what :) I want him to know how proud I am to him and the man he had became in my eyes,I love you Jay :)

Glitter eyeshadows.

2010-12-07T12:15:00.000-08:00

So i'm gonna start with a stunning picture of the amazing Katy Perry with the glittery look on her eyes that simply dazzle me.I don't believe when someone actually mention to anyone saying that we,as a woman,shouldn't be wearing too much make up on our faces.What is "too much make-up" actually?i don't think that there's a limit to wear it.This doesn't mean that i don't get out from my house without wearing any make-up on.Instead,i don't wear any product on my face if i'm going anywhere casual like to the movie,beach and hanging with boyfie but as a girl,there comes a special time where we just got to make ourself beautiful.Making yourself beautiful sometimes can lead to a confidence boost and everyone knows that.So recently i am obsessed with the glitter eyeshadow because it is not just a beautiful look but also a fun way to experiment with the technics and colours on our faces.Since i'm simply a beginner to this look,i always get some examples and any info from the internet and i always check out the tutorial in youtube and it help me a lot.

Here's what the glitter eyeshadow looks like in close-up.

Here's an example of a smokey bronze glitter look.Instead of having a normal smokey eyes,spicing up a little would make it look different.And i do love those eyelash.

So here's what me and the girls are planning to try out for our night out in the clubs and it seems a little too sparkly but i think if we put in a matching dresses it will look stunning.What a great way to shine kan?

This simple but dazzling eye look is something i would wear to a formal event such as a wedding and dinner.Some of you might think that this is a daring make-up to put on for a formal event but still,i bet its hard to take the eyes off from this glamorous look.

Since i'm a college student,i don't really make my own money to buy all the make-ups and right now i am being patience since my parents still giving me my money.haha.(kesiann :/) but at least i am spending my money in the right way kan?unlike other teenagers they would spend their money partying and buying drugs but as for me,i buy myself some nice makeups to make myself pretty!

Till we meet again,XOXO

Donna McDavira :)

I wanna eat that bitch.

2010-12-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

I am aware that my post title is pretty much sums everything up.By this i'm trying to say that when it comes to any post with the word "bitch" u pretty much knows that this is the blog that i somehow wrote in the rage of anger and hatred towards someone.well i'm not gonna mention the name of our slut of the century because i'm not gonna let my tiny little hatred to give a glimpse of your name in my blog since everyone knows you're just seeking for a pathetic attention.And plus,I know how you've been my stalker for the past months cause you are so insecure about yourself and i know about all the envy-ness you've been keeping towards your fucking self.And yes,i'm flatter that you would do anything just to keep up with me and none of what you're trying to do is gonna work.EVER.Sometimes i even gave you a sympathy break since you are someone who i known for quite a long time but you just don't get it don't you?Well i did try to befriends with you but you one sick little bitch has never stop to bring me down,Where in this situation,you're the one who's going to a downward spiral.And guess what?i'm so fucking sure that you gonna read this so here's a news for you,do you even know that even your BESTFRIEND hates you,they constantly come to me and tells me how much they are on my side cause they are discusted by your actions and tells me all your dirty dirt.Aren't you ashamed of yourself?I have nothin against you cause i don't think i have anything to envy from you.So since you started the whole thing,I'm gonna make you regret for everything you've trying to do.No one dares to mess with me like that,its a war bitch.I always win in any war i'm in.In case you haven't heard,I'm the one who never fails to do anything evil to someone.ANYTHING.So spare yourself the effort to mess with me aight?anyhoo,i just wanna tell you why am i starting to dislike you?

Here goes,

You so stupid but yet still have the urge to compete with me?hey i'm like millions time smarter than you.
To continue my reason 1 is you so jealous with everything smart i could think of and you so fucking desperate to compete with me by copying stuff from Google and post it on Facebook and claims that you made that up.HAHA
Look at me,now look at you,now tell me the differences,do you aware how UGLY you are biatch?come on.haha
Everyone told me how FUCKING HIDEOUS@UGLY is your boyfriend.hahaha.see?i told you i'm mean rite?and your boyfriend looks like he belong n the zoo.haha.
You call people hypocrite but you're the most hypocrite female i ever known in the universe.you CHEAP SLUT.Always lie about everything aren't you a snitch?

Okay as much as I would like to spend my time to write millions of things i dislike about you,i would as well tell you that you are not worthy of my precious time.I have better things to do like taking care of my prettier face than yours,being with my BETTER boyfriend than yours and living my AWESOME life which i don't have to lie about it.oooh yes,Since Christmas is coming,i'm willing to forgive all you've done if you approach me the right way.Capish?(:

P.S:Instead of copying other post from others,I WRITE MY OWN BLOG.Unlike you,COPYCAT.

THE DIVA,

DONNA MCDAVIRA.

Teenage Dream.

2010-11-25T14:14:00.000-08:00

Okay i just saw my previous post comment from Gorgeous Keykho where she tag me this note so here goes my answer,do copy this and post your answer in your blog.

this note have its rule:

Put your music library on shuffle.

For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

Ok, go!

1.If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say..

Holiday by Boys Like Girls.

(this is weird,why am i doing it anyway?)

2. How would you describe yourself?

Nothing On You-B.O.B feat Bruno Mars.

(beautiful girls all over the world got nothing on me )

3. What do you like in guy/girl?

What you're waiting for?

(does anyone notice i'm in my 2010 songs folder?haha)

4. How do you feel today?

Club Can't Handle me.

(haha,this answer makes sense though.but still,all new songs!urgh)

5. What is your life’s purpose?

Better In Time-Leona Lewis.

(everyday gets better bhaaa)

6. What's your motto?

Bubbly-Colby Caillat.

(whatt?my purpose is to be bubbly?lol)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Dear God-Avenged Sevenfold

(i tink my friendsthinks that i need God'a help.haha)

8. What do you think of your parents?

Whattaya Want From Me-Adam Lambert

hahahaha.yo parents whattaya want from this girl,not to mention the best daughter in this world?:)

9. What do you think about very often?

Broken Hearted Girl-Beyonce Knowles

(so NOT true.i'm happy with my noyfie)

10. What is 2 + 2?

Closer-NeYO.

(Closer to the answer?)

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

No ONE-Alicia Keys

(naaa,its not that i dont have any friends,no one can compare to them,they're the best!)

12. What do you think of the person you like?

I Need You-LeAnn Rimes

(i always need you beh)

13. What is your life story?
I wanna Fuck you-Akon

(this is starting to get lamer.haha)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Perfect Two-Auburn

(perfect with my bebeh)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Telephone-Lady Gaga

(call me text me!)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

My Endless Love.

(haha,nasib i dpt love song)

17. What will they play at your funeral?

Because Of You-Neyo.

(hahahaha,because of you,i die)

18. What is your biggest fear?

Pokerface-Lady Gaga.

19. What is your biggest secret?

Impossible-Shontelle

(me?secret?impossible!haha)

20. What will you post this as?

Teenage Dream-Katy Perry.

(ohh yeahh baby!)

Especially for you :)

2010-11-25T14:03:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time,something happened to me.It was the sweetest thing that could ever be.A dream came true. it was the day that i met you.From those late night talks about our day to only a few minutes,You slowly became the first and last thought of my everyday.

These past days, months & years,we have had our ups & downs but we made it through everything, we made it this far. Thank u for staying.There were moments we laughed and cried, we always stood by each others side those many days we spent together is the best feeling i could ever have.

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change.I will always keep falling in love with you.I'll be eighty-seven, you'll be eighty-nine. I'll still look at u like the first day we met & the first day we fell in love with each other.how's that? and all I want is for you to Be With Me only Two Times in my Life,Now and Forever even If there was no tomorrow.I'd be sure that you knew you are my everything today :)

I hope that you finally understand, that I will love you until the end, because your not just my soulmate, you are also my best friend!

I love you,bebeh :)

oocchh oucchh smooch smuacks.

2010-11-15T13:52:00.000-08:00

Wait,u might wanna know why the hell would i put such a weird post title right?well,me myself don't even know.It's 6am and i still can't sleep and i'm getting insane.Lately i had been encountering with this sleeping disorder which i'm not sure if i can called it Insomnia cause i think the symptoms are different.Sometimes i only have 4hours of sleep in the 24hours circle.

Cheer up Donna!lets not get with the sappy sleeping disorder.How's your November guys?Mine,well since November is not over yet,so far its been quite good.I'm starting to lose weight again and i found myself always happy when i woke up from bed (though i don't really get much sleep) and yeah this coming weekend would be the wedding of my cousin and guess what?i'm gonna be the Maid of Honour again for the second time.I hope everything would be on track.Amen.

Moving on,yesterday me and Jay went to watch "Megamind" and the movie was damn awesome!At first i don't really agree much on watching this movie since it is animation and i'm not the biggest fan of animation but since my sweety insisted me to watch it,how could i say no right..well trust me when i say u guys need to see this.its really fun and funny!Two thumbs up from me!MUST WATCH!

Till we meet again on the next post:)

P.s : I Love You.

It's Never Too Late :)

2010-10-29T01:06:00.000-07:00

If u are one of my regular blog reader u'll know exactly what happen to my love life.okay wait,saying "my love life" is kinda cheesy.i know right?.okay moving on,i've been dating this one guy,which is my boyfriend for almost 3 Years,Jay.Well despite I never broke up with him during the period of being together.We actually did.Things started to change i think (if im not mistaken) on June and we officially broke up on July,it was freaking hard because he's been a big part in my life since i know him for quite some time.Jay and I have the same circle of friends so i see him like normally with other friends whenever we hang out.To top everything off,he dated a girl and i started dating with a different guy and we started to change.Almost 3 months after we broke up,me and him are actually talking again,This happen when i broke up with that guy that i was dating to and he deals with a problem with his girl which he was dating that time.Numerous time he would talk to me and share with his problem and exchange advices.As my good friend,he protects me and tells me what not to do regarding guys issue and yeah,it feels like i just knew this guy.Our chemistry leads to a group activity with our friends to go for a getaway in kundasang.Everything starts to come back to me,its weird and i don't even know how to describe it.His Girlfriend was kinda pissed at him and i'm feeling a lil bit guilty for causing that,he let me read everything that the girl texted him.OMG.what have i done?i never wanted that to happen.When the girl broke up with him on the phone,i was there beside him at that moment on the spot..being a bestfriend that i could be and holding his hand and telling him there's nothing to worry about.I never agree to be back with him at the first place because i was tired of being in a relationship and so did him.I wanna get back to life and do things that i long to do.As days passes and we spend so many times together.On that special night everything started to take place,and finally on that night,he capture my heart once again and i agree to be his again.So anyone who's reading this might wondering why am i crapping like this?oh well,I'M IN LOVE AGAIN.

I gotta admit that i'd sworn to myself that i will never get back with any of my ex ever again cause i'm the kinda girl who doesn't believe in second chances.I moved on but i guess i never really "move on".haha.Remember girls,if u ever encounter with the same situation like I did,the only best thing is to decide by yourself.
Ask yourself if u still love someone.What If?If its true love,would it be still be true as it was before? Only you knows the answer.But for me,the lesson that i learnt is,When it comes to love it's never too late.

p.s:thanks for reading my sappy story.haha,(im so bored and i still can't sleep)

10 things i do when you're not texting me..

2010-10-09T00:35:00.000-07:00

10 THINGS I DO WHEN YOU'RE NOT TEXTING ME :

1. Wake up

2. Miss you

3. Take a bath

4. Miss you

5.Eat

6. Miss you

7. Text

8. Miss you

9. Sleep

10. Miss you...

sigh ! see ? I always miss you

2010-09-19T16:28:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI MALAYSIA

2010-09-16T06:22:00.000-07:00

I'm Proud to be Malaysian,and Sabahan.Are You??Hari ini saya telah meng-google sejarah Malaysia.haha,Malaysia Maju Jaya.

(mari kita baca,haha,biar ada link lagi saya copy.)

HARI MALAYSIA.

Hari Malaysia disambut pada 16 september setiap tahun untuk memperingati penubuhan persekutuan Malaysia di tarikh yang sama pada tahun 1963. Ia menandakan penyertaan bersama Malaya,BorneoUtara,Sarawak, dan Singapura bagi membentuk Malaysia.

SEJARAH AWAL.

Penempatan terawal British di Malaysia bermula dengan pendudukan Pulau Balambangan pada tahun 1769 hasil dari perjanjian dengan Kesultanan Brunei dan Kesultanan Sulu. Manakala penempatan Selat Koloni DiRaja Britain diwujudkan pada 1826, dan Britain sedikit demi sedikit menyebarkan pengaruh dan kawalannya ke atas seluruh semenanjung. Penempatan Selat termasuk Pulau Pinang, Singapura danMelaka. Pada 1867, Inggeris menjadi semakin agresif dan mula mendapatkan negeri negeri Melayu yang lain. Disebabkan perang saudara, gangguan persatuan sulit Cina, Britain telah dipilih untuk menyelesaikan masalah masalah penduduk Negeri Selat. Akhirnya, Perjanjian Pangkor ditandatangani yang mengakibatkan perluasan kuasa Britain ke negeri negeri Melayu (iaitu Perak, Pahang, Selangor dan Negeri Sembilan yang dikenali juga Negeri-negeri Bersekutu). Negeri-negeri lain yang dikenali sebagai Negeri-Negeri Tidak Bersekutu ialah Perlis, Kedah, Kelantan, dan Terengganu yang berada di bawah kuasa Thai.

Di Borneo pula, Borneo Utara yang dahulunya berada di bawah pemerintahan Kesultanan Brunei dan Kesultanan Sulu sekarang Sabah) telah berada dibawah pajakan Syarikat Berpiagam Borneo Utara British pada tahun 1881 sehingga 1946 apabila ia ditabalkan sebagai Koloni Diraja British. Manakala Sarawak menjadi milik keluarga Brooke sebelum dari itu.

Akibat penaklukan Jepun pada Perang Dunia II dan kebangkitan komunis, kesedaran untuk merdeka semakin menyerlah dan kuat. Perkara ini amat dikhuatir oleh British khususnya dalam menjaga kepentingannya dan masyarakat imigran. justeru British mewujudkan Malayan Union, masyarakat Melayu bangun menentang dan mahukan sistem yang pro-melayu, menolak kemasukan Singapura dan mahukan sistem kewarganegaraan tunggal (berbanding dwiwarganegara, yang membolehkan kaum pendatang mendapat status warganegara Malaya dan negara asal mereka). Kemerdekaan untuk semenanjung diperolehi pada 1957 di bawah nama Persekutuan Malaya, tanpa Singapura.

PENUBUHAN MALAYSIA.

Persekutuan yang baru diwujudkan di bawah nama Malaysia pada 16 September 1963 melalui penyatuan Persekutuan Malaya, Singapura, Borneo Utara (kemudian dinamakan Sabah) dan Sarawak. Kesultanan Brunei yang pada mulanya menyatakan hasrat untuk menyertai Malaysia menarik diri akibat tentangan sebahagian masyarakat Brunei. Pada awal penubuhan Malaysia, banyak perkara berlaku misalnya cubaan Indonesia menakluk Malaysia, dan tuntutan oleh Filipina terhadap Sabah. Selain itu, pada 1965, Singapura menarik diri daripada Malaysia dan berlakunya rusuhan kaum pada 1969.

What say you Donna?

Oleh Itu,cuba la kmu fikir sedalam-dalamnya,kita tidak paya mau berperang perang atau melalui semua itu.Apa yang kita perlu buat hanya menghargai negara kita,menpertahankan dan menyayangi negara kita,So,X paya la kmu mau complain2 kekuragan negara kita.Cukup2 la masalah rusuhan kaum,pembuangan baby and semua kes2 yang menjatuhkan maruah Malaysia.RENUNG-RENUNGKANLAH.hahahaha.

1 MALAYSIA.

Adapted From My Favorite Movie Ever,"The Notebook."

2010-09-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

I'm Not Being Emo.

2010-09-15T03:45:00.001-07:00

My life has never been perfect. There has always been atleast one problem going on in my life when everything else was perfect. Once the problem was my family, another time it was my body, and also my friends were a problem. I did not ever used to get along with my family...I would never tell my mom anything that was going on in my life and I wouldn't get along with my brother.Now my family means the world to me and I have never been so close with them. My mom is like my best friend.I tell her everything. Without her I wouldn't know what to do. She helps me through hard times and gives me great advice when I have a problem or a hard decision to make. My body still gives me problems. I have trouble with my weight (although my friends tells me that i'm not as fat as i think,but still,i wanna be super skinny)but I am learning to deal with it and in that process I am finding myself. I'm learning my strengths and weaknesses. I know what makes me happy and what makes me sad. All the hardships I've gone through throughout my life and am still going through are making me a better stronger young woman. If I would have never gone through them then I would never be where I am today. I'm a healthy girl. I'm friendly, have confidence, and know how to have a good time. I come from a family with the same qualities which makes us very successful in life. Throughout my life I have made lots of good close friends. We shared everything with each other. I could tell them anything and they could tell me anything. We were inceperable. But now that we are growing up, we are making different friends and slowly growing apart. These girls that I was so close with and that I could tell anything to I no longer know. We have grown so far apart I don't even know who they are anymore. I can no longer tell them all my secrets. Everytime I see them I can't help but think back on all of the good times we had with each other and how they are gone. I really don't have anyone I'm close with anymore. I feel so lonely. It's so hard seeing all my best friends with different people and me all by myself. Even though they say that there're still here with me, it feels like I'm not part of anything. I wish I could just runaway from everything and everyone and start over. But unfortunatley I can't runaway from my problems. I'll just have to face them and just pray that I can get through it. I stilll have my family. They will always be there for me no matter what. All I can do is be myself and be friendly to everyone. If they don't like that then that's their problem not mine and there's nothing I can do about that.suck this haters,i kick you're ass.haha

Selamat Hari Raya :) :)

2010-09-13T06:13:00.000-07:00

selamat hari raya everyone.maaf zahir batin :)

L.O.V.E

2010-09-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

IMISS&LOVEYOU

mypwettyboy

Prince Charming.

2010-08-24T11:52:00.000-07:00

So I'm Single,with no intentions looking for a guy.

This time,i'm letting him to find ME.

But i think u just found me.

YES,you know who you are♥

I Love this song so much,currently listening to:)

2010-08-24T09:57:00.000-07:00

Angels Cry

by: Mariah Carey & Neyo.

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

How difficult it is Living without Any Man in The House.

2010-08-23T16:19:00.000-07:00

Okay my favorite quote ever is "It Is Better to Light Up The Candle Rather Than Complaining About The Darkness" by idontknow.maybe one wise man.okay okay,now about the complaining thingy,being away from home isvery hard.very.for example,since i was born i never really have been living away from family.I had never went to boarding school or live in a hostel at all.but now,living with my housemates is kinda fun at first,but having the girls around me didnt really come in handy when it comes to fixing the problems regarding the hse.

okay,this is discusting and i'm embarassed to share this but nah,what the heck..so there's this sink in our kitchen and sometimes it'll get stuck but eventually it always finds a way to fix itself so i never bother checking it or what.blah blah blah then one day it got stuck or blocked again so as usual,me and the girls dont really care at all so our sink had been blocked till 1week later then we decided to call the management and plumber blah blah blah but everything was on hold and got pending.so here's the yucky part,the sink had been blocked for almost two months now and i know that u guys think that we're a discusting girls who can live with the fact that our house is discusting and so on..ewwwww...so me and Qiou decided to clean it up in the middle of 3am in the morning.so yeahhh.:)

p.s:I'm Still missing my cyg:(

that was the fucking nasty sink that had been blocked for almost 2 months

that's me cleaning up the mess with my wrapped nose:p

that's Qiou when i force her to help me out.

so anyways,i've been hanging out with my baybeh glorie this week and this is dedicated to her,mwahx golo!

Woot Woot

2010-08-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

WeLL,it's been quite well here,assuming that you guys knows that i am officially a student again:)

well,for those who doesn't know,i'm currently studying Pharmacy Course which means i have to give up everything FUN.yes,seriously.

lets move on,well,last nite was Burger King's anniversary so they have this promotion where the food is 50% off discount.so of course,donna went there of cuz! haha.Here's the pics guys:)

Martensky sibuk layan lappie.

After a session of menggemukkan bdan,we decided to hang out somewhere else.

2010-08-16T21:46:00.000-07:00

I'm one of those friends who will be there for you when it's pouring down rain on your life, one of those friends who listens, who celebrates with you your victories & blessings that come showering down on you. What I'm definitely not is a friend who doesn't want to listen to you when good things are happening to you just cuz things may not be so good in my life. I think when you are that way, you're being plain selfish & that's not cool in my book.

This past weekend I was hanging out with my friend, & I was telling her about my first date with him & how excited I am that our feelings are mutual towards each other, blah blah blah. In the middle of me telling her, she cuts me off and says 'Please shhh any details, I'm going through a depression right now'. I was in shock & immediately thought WTF! I was angry when she said that because for one, THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU! two, I know she's going through a hard time so she should know that I'm considerate enough to not go into too many details because I wouldn't want to rub it in.. & three, this is not the first time she's told me something like this.

Last month, when I went on a date with the hot man, I told her how we kissed & he was a good kisser & she goes, "Please don't tell me about kissing, I haven't been kissed in a long time". I let it go, but I must admit that I was shocked by her reaction because I would NEVER say anything like that to her. It's just plain fucking rude.

I brought that up to her about her comment last year & that now I don't feel like telling her anything else. I told her 'You killed it'. She said she just wanted to give me a heads up & I told her 'That's fine but you could've said it differently, like 'please shut any details' and not say 'I'm going through a depression' because it's not about you". So anyway, I was trying really hard to be nice towards her after that but I just wanted to get up & leave.

We hung out a few more minutes & we went our separate ways. I'm gonna give her some time to herself because it seems she needs it, & if she decides she's over it & wants to be a friend then I'm here. Otherwise, I'm moving forward, I refuse to let negative people be in my life & I'm not gonna make any exceptions. Either you're my friend like I am to you, or call me when you're happy. Life is what you make it.

45 things what girls wants but never ask:)

2010-08-12T09:37:00.000-07:00

45 things girls wants but never asked:)

1 . Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Play with her hair .only if she hasnt spent 382745623 hours on it .
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her shes beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her shes your everything – only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESNT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!*

THEY MIGHT DENY IT BUT THEY ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE THEM

26-dont lie to HER.*
27-DONT cheat on her.*
28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesnt need you, just be there so shell know that she can ALWAYS count on you.*

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, ITS IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when shes cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).*
34 . While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automaticall y put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like youre mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fing ers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you .
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.*
45. sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

This is very true :] guy should appreciates girls :)

I'm letting go:)

2010-08-06T13:26:00.000-07:00

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more and
To let go and to let God, is to find peace !
Remember: The time to love is short

100 truths.(copy)

2010-07-21T13:30:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR
1. last beverage: h20
2. last phone call: Jay
3. last text message: Jay
4. last song you listened to: Need you Now-lady antebellum
5. last time you cried: few minutes ago :(

HAVE YOU EVER
6. dated someone twice: More than twice.
7. been cheated on: I think so,although he never admit.
8. kissed someone & regretted it: Yeah
9. lost someone special: yupp:(
10. been depressed: lately
11. been drunk and threw up: Not new for me.haha

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12.whitee
13.pinkk
14.purple

THIS YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU
15. Made a new friend: lots of it!
16. Fallen out of love: Yeah u can say that.
17. Laughed until you cried: sometimes
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes thanks a lot
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeaahhh the best part
20. Found out someone was talking about you: duhh..always.
21. Been to a concert?: this year?haven't

GENERAL
22. How many people in your fb friend list do you know in real life: Mostly
24. Do you have any pets: Yes... 1 cat n 1 dog,4 puppies.
25. Do you want to change your name: nah im okay with DONNA
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Blueseven,Cempaka and Razz ma tazz.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: texting with jay n kevin.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: To meet someone special:)
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Last week.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish i could undo my mistakes and some actions.
32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing.silent mode.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: That bitch.haha
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
37. Nicknames: Mimi/montot
38. Relationship Status: In a new Relationship.
39. Zodiac sign: Gemini.
40. He or She? .she;
41. Elementary: srk stella maris
42. Middle School: sm stella maris
43. High School/College: dpm,KLMU
44. Hair color: brown with red highlights
45. Long or short: real hair short but i use extension so it bacame long!haha
46. Height: 160cm.pindik bah
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: duhh is this a trick question?=.="
48: What do you like about yourself?: EVERYTHING
49. Piercings: ears,nose,belly,tongue
50. Tattoos: soon:p
51. Righty or lefty: righty
52. First surgery: belly
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: jasmeen
55. First sport you joined: lari dlm karung.
56. First vacation: KL.
58. First pair of trainers: forgot

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope
60. Drinking: Nope
61. I'm about to: Sleep?
62. Listening to: None
63. Waiting for: my daling to wake up.

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: twinssss yayyyy.haha
65. Get Married?: yeah with my prince charming.
66. Career?: its a must!

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes?: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: BOTH
69. Shorter or taller: TALLER
70. Older or Younger: OLDER
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both la omg
73. Sensitive or loud: somewhere in the middle.haha
74. Hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIPS
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker....

HAVE YOU EVER
76. Kissed a stranger: yes.damn
77. Drank hard liquor: my favorite:p
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
79. Sex on first date: NO
80. Broke someone's heart: Yeah,but he deserved it.
81. Had your own heart broken: once:(
82. Been arrested: NEVER
83. Turned someone down: always:p
84. Cried when someone died: of cuz whatt?u expect me to laugh?
85. Fallen for a friend?: yeah,still until now

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself: sometimes?haha
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: Yes I do.
89. Heaven: YES
90. Santa Claus: lol,noooo
92. Angels: yes,i have my own angel:)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
93. Had more than one BF/GF?: yupp.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yeah,regreted it though
97. If you could go back in time,how far would you go,and why?: back to the time when its only me and him :)

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: My anniversarry:)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:no,i love falling in love.haha
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: do i have other options?..

Fairy Tales never lasts.

2010-07-21T13:07:00.000-07:00

M E M O R I E S
After wonderful years of being together its about time to give up something i've been hold on to.My relationship with jay may be over but beneath this painful break-up we learn that he was my true friend and will always remains the same.No matter what happen,i will never stop talking to him.yes its true its been few months since i updated my blog and i realized that this blog had been colours with my love towards him.I believe that he was my soulmate,but maybe we are not destined to be together as a couple,but as a good friend.Its been almost 2weeks since our official break-up but im still glad how closed i am with him still.Just few minutes ago on the phone,he said that No One knows me best then he do.its true jay,only u know me after everything we've been through.Now,I'm dating a new person and he's dating a new person too but im glad we both achieved this period of time where i can say that i never regretted a single minute being with u.Thanks for everything,as i said.i will always love u and u will always have a special place in my heart. MIMIMILO:)

SORRY

2010-02-06T06:37:00.000-08:00

obviously,it seems that i find it hard to find time to write anymore.I mean,SRSLY the beginning of 2010 is awesome.SCHOOL WAS OVER.finally.sorry for not updating anything recently.
WHATS NEW AND STILL GOING ON?
1.I'M FAT.
2.finally ready to get a job?
3.JAY<3
4.more?i'll write soon.(i hope so)

god bless,
Donna mcd

:D

2009-12-16T09:37:00.001-08:00

To blog or not to blog, that is the question
Whether it is better to blow the mind of others
By filling them with absolute drivel
Or to provide content of such brilliance
That they subscribe so as to always be informed
Stringing words together to please the souls of others
Or grouping them so as to please the search engines
To write, perchance to inspire, some bloggers dare to dream
For there are some that aspire to reach great heights
To thrill others with their cleverly woven words
While others wish only to encourage those
Who read into clicking or buying their offerings.
To research, to provide titillating information
To inform and satisfy needs and curiosity
Or to confuse, to confound, to bombard
The poor surfer who happenstance drops in to read
But then shakes their head in forlorn disbelief
To wonder what cruel fate caused the post to appear
Forsooth, the question is not worthy of contemplation
For in truth the question is all screwed
For in essence, the question should truly be
To blog with honesty and the goodness of heart
Or to blog merely for reasons that are not so pure

have yourself a merry little christmassss

2009-12-16T09:27:00.000-08:00

So many of my things bring back memories, Christmas is such a hard time of year for me and I think this year will be even harder considering the circumstances.But I refuse to sit around and cry over what I no longer have. Life changes, that's what life is, sometimes it's hard.
And sometimes those hard things bring us to a better place.
I am the type who has a hard time letting go, letting go of people, places, the past but now I am being forced to, a lot of it is my own doing, some isn't, but it's time I looked forward.

Morning fuckers.

2009-12-16T09:14:00.000-08:00

Most of my life I have kept to myself.Sounds kind of funny for someone who was up front in view of the whole world most of his life but believe it or not, it was the best place to hide but sometimes you get caught.I try not to be the center of attention but find myself right in the middle of it because of one thing or another.okay STOPPPPP.I have no idea what to type.hahaha.fcuk,nw im humilatting myself=.="I wanted to put up another post but it’s been so fucken crazy around here I don’t have enough time to do much of any personal stuff I like to do, like blogging.

I am not a morning person, that’s why I sleep all the way through to lunch.
I mean if I wake up in the morning with a pretty set of lips wrapped around the head of my morning hard on I wouldn’t complain or anything like that but waking me up for anything other than that then ho, ho, ho.Ok, maybe if the house is on fire too but that’s it.And so thats the reason why i didnt pick up my bitches calls in the morns.Fcuk u morning caller.
like today...
Indik:mna sda ko?cpt la kc kwn sa...
Me:uhh?jam brapa ne.mc pagi pun.blm bgn lg ne.
Indik:ish benci sa ko.cpt la bah.
Me:yala..sa p mandi lu.
*then i doze myself till 12.00 pm*
wow.what a day.
:DDDDDDDDD

Thanks to my boredness,now I'm thanking u.

2009-12-16T09:11:00.000-08:00

I am thankful for lots of things in my life. But one of the big things I am thankful for is all of the people that I have met out here since I started this little insane hole in the internettubes.

You have entertained me, made me laugh, made me cry, made me angry, and held me up when I was down.

You all rock.

Now go eat until you drift into a coma

Time for Miracle:)

2009-12-16T08:35:00.000-08:00

It’s late at night and I can’t sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can’t breathe thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can’t forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
BABY CAN YOU FEEL IT (COMIN’)
YOU KNOW I CAN HEAR IT (HERE IN MY SOUL)
BABY WHEN YOU FEEL ME FEELING YOU
YOU KNOW IT’S TIME
Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
I ain’t giving up no
Oh I ain’t giving up on us

Eliminated

2009-12-15T00:56:00.000-08:00

Last sunday,Jay was eliminated from the show:( It's ok,he did his best and eventhough evryone didn't agree with the result,He's okay and excited to come back to sabah.Phewwww,so i dont need to worry a thing since he'll be home for Christmas.And i will have a partner for the PROM.come back sooon babyyyy.i loveee youuuu:)

I need this

2009-11-24T07:35:00.000-08:00

I NEED THIS.Prented Silk Dress by Phillip Lim.Such a talented designer.
anyone can buy for me?:D
Retail price:Rm 2194.00 ($650)

FIRST ELIMINATION

2009-11-24T06:58:00.000-08:00

Last sunday was the third concert for the guys.It was the beginning of elimination for the contestants.when the votes are shown at the beginning of the show,jay was at the bottom with such the lowest number of votes.In fact,he was the first to perform.Singing the estranged song-yang pernah,i was so happy to see him and i forwarded the text to vote for him to almost all of my contacts.yeahhh,i got lots of feedbacks from my friends and family.wooh when its time to reveal the result,my heart skipped and i was anxious to know who will get eliminated.
It was Farid.i was shocked because he had the highest vote when the voting line was opened.I was happy for a moment until i saw jay was holding it all together then i realize that his bestfriend and roomate in the show is going to leave him.I could tell that farid was a nice guy.I talked to him on the phone when jay called me.I may not know him personally but he was a good friend of jay.goshh he was such a nice guy.he will be missed.

from left,here's Jay with Farid

For all farid's fans out there,dont be sad.Do support the remaining contestants.Dont forget to tune in to Tv3 every sunday,10.30pm.
Plesa vote for Jay by texting
Lg1/Lg5/Lg10(space)Jay and send it to 33399

HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMAAAA

2009-11-21T14:33:00.000-08:00

MY INA AND HER SIBLINGS

JUST MARRIED

2009-11-18T07:42:00.001-08:00

newly weds:Donny and Judith
Date:7th november 2009
venue:sacred heart church,kdca,kg.kolopis,and Tmn pasir putih,putatan

have a blessed wedding to my brother and his wife.

me,faye and brenda.

one of the performance that surprised everyone.The belly dancing.

we'll be waiting for the products 9 months later:D

VOTE FOR MY JAY

2009-11-18T07:32:00.000-08:00

okay okay.
the voting starts on saturday 7.30.
dont forget to vote.
how to vote? text LG1/LG5/LG10(space)JAY send to 33399
dont forget!!

wowhhhhhhhhhhhhhoooooooooo senior year

2009-11-12T23:46:00.000-08:00

haha okay okay
today's the last day of school and i cant believe that my senior year is over.yes,there were my ups n downs.looking back throughout the years of highschool,reminds me all the good people i've met n some are just fu**ing pain in the ass.lets start with the year 2005 when i was in sm stella maris.haha,it was a fun year as i met one of my bestfriend,anna.yes she was the highlight of my debut as a highschool student.A lot of things happen there.

okay its the year 2006.i move to smk datuk peter mojuntin n i was in 2 AMANAH.it was very hard for me to accept the fact that i was far from my bestiessss.oh god..but then i was surrounded with my wonderful classmate.then i got new friends from the school too.
2007-nothing much happen.being a pmr student and some catfights with a bunch of sluts.haha.i just cant help myself.
2008-haha,entered the science class.It was like a suicide attempt learning all the subjects till i'd get used to it.still missing my bestieeeeee.only can see them once a week
2009-here i am with my spm coming up.still,in the wonderful 5AMANAH and proud to be in it.more catfights about some stupid "i-cant-get-over-my-exboyfriend-and-she's-with-donna-now-"hahahaha.what a wonderful journey.

one period of time that i'll always treasure

2009-11-12T11:32:00.001-08:00

yo're still the one
shania twain

looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
look at what we would be missin

hush hush

2009-11-12T10:58:00.000-08:00

for start,i know i have not been writting for a long time n i deleted some of my post.Everything seems falling on the right track.spm is just around the corner and it starting to get into my nerves.who doesnt? even the smartest person in the world will feel the same thing.plus,im not sure what am i going to do after this but for sure,im gonna continue my studies as fast as i can so that i cant fnish it a..s.a.p...

love stays if let u it stay.

Its amazing how time can easily pass in just a blink of an eye..its been two years for me and jay together and it feels just like yesterday..thinking back about the two years of wonderful time together reminds me of the wonderful memories we created.I know he was the one for me..he's an amazing guy but im not saying this just because im in love with him(obviously) but knowing him as a friend before.we were quite a good friend before we hit it off as a couple.indeed,he was my love and my bestfriend.now,we're in a long distance relationship and i do admit that the distance may affect us but it really teaches me and him to be stronger.Right now i'm missing him and wish he is here with me.For those of you who dont know where he is,tune into ur tv3..he might pop out from it.haha.currently,he's joining the LG MYSTARZ competition.to all our friends and family,do support and vote for him.im his biggest fan.haha.okay okay.i know im being lame by talking about my love life..haha.sharing some happiness;-)

i wan i wan i wanna touch youuuuuu

2009-09-18T03:06:00.000-07:00

blah,

im happppppyyyyyyyyyyy

i dont know whyyyyyyyyy.

will postttttttt soooon

WHATS NEW

2009-08-08T20:55:00.000-07:00

killing some boredness

another shot

kg.terawi sunset

school sport

class picture

a trip to rasa ria resort

KUCHING TRIP

2009-07-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

H E L LO DARLINGS

weeee.haha,kuching was fun.me and my friends spent 5days there and we tried things that we never did before.As for me,it was my first time on a SAMPAN.

sakai!!!!in sabah naik speedboat adalah.ahaha.but sadly,habis duit bha shopping.i wanted to buy evrything there.haha.we stayed in kuching city for 2 days and in santubong resort for 3 days.
pics?look down.haha.anyway,thanks for the wonderful people.

grrrrrrr

2009-07-04T09:50:00.001-07:00

danggggg….its been ages u know,not updated my blog but hey,i have my own things goin on.haha,

1.internet got cut off.but then sambung balik.

2.stupid exam

3.i malas

4.personal live.

so yeah,thats probably it.haha.will published soon?

you're the bitch

2009-07-04T09:49:00.003-07:00

there’s this ‘gossip girl’ from smkdpm.hahahaha
She blogs about things like the hippest couples and random info.
She’s a bitch and she bitches about people.

Wow? There’s a few people that are capable of doing this yet probably wont.
Dont know who she is, and dont know what connections she has.
One thing’s for sure: she’s in my school and we’re all in for a bitchy year ;}
Ahhh. Damn, i love dramas like this
I’ll kill anyone who bitched about my friends ):

Awwwhhhhhhh.
I’m still guessing which lifeless arse would actually do such a thing.
Who knows? She might not even be a ’she’ !
And then again, she probably is.

Whatever it is, she’s watching and she’s someone we all already know.
—

hello 2009

2009-07-04T09:49:00.001-07:00

hello darlingss,i have not been updating my blog for this year yet.last year was a blast…i spent my christmas with my family and my boyfriend.but the best part was on new year’s eve..;)why?because it was my first new year with my babe..yeah..im glad my countdown was with him.the fireworks just made it so perfect..it was memorable..awhh babeee;)))))))

okok.moving on,today s the first day of chinese new year.it started at chia chik’s house..me.my jay,mona,cristini,beatricy,,roger,ronald,fennie and brenda did the typical routine for the cny..angpau-giving,eat,eat,eat and gamble.haha.it was an interesting way to spent it.haha..we stayed at chia chik’s house for almost 3 hours.next house was cristini’s.it was pretty the same thing.after eating more snacks and watching tv,we continued the day to ronald’s house.at this point,all of us were already full..thats all i need to share..the rest are better to be unsaid.haha.im looking forward for next year’s cny;)

thats all for now.

donna.

friends drive me deeply mad

2009-07-04T09:48:00.000-07:00

she kinda sleeps around alot, is a bit of an attention seeker, and just in general always goes for the sympathy vote. She’s been with this guy, for a few years. He cheats on her but she still takes him back and is like “oh well, im not talking to him” *Pulls*. So shes a bitch rly.

Shes fallen out with her best friend before for ‘ditching everyone for her boyfriend’ but she says she doesnt (bull). I was out with her one day because she said everyone was drinking, and we both had to be back at the same time (10pm). So she got ‘drunk’ but it was obviously an act then we went to another hse=.=”and so,she ditched me for her boyfriend. after she said “chicks before dicks”. I ran faster than i have before, through the roughest places you could imagine, on my own and i had to ask everyone i saw for directions because i was completely lost.

I know i wrote like a story but i just dont know what to do. Shes a liar, a cheat, and im not the only one shes ditched for her boyfriend. I want to say something to her but i dont know what, she just denys everything anyway. i felt like such a ****.
what do i do ]:

2008.

2009-07-04T09:46:00.000-07:00

the holidays begins;)looking forward for my senior year next year but there’s a lot of things won’t be the same anymore.me dearest carrie wont be around anymore at school..this year was a chaos definetely..my studies drop drasticly comparing to last year.im working my ass off..urghh.this year had been amazing too.i found my love and i thanked god for it..its a different feeling when im with him.we had fun together like i never did with anyone else..he constantly tells me that i’m the one that he wants in his life and im not the same with his ex..well im tired people around me making a big deal between me and that girl.its been like 7months after the feud had been started but people are still taking about it which is not cool in anyhow.but i’m ok with it.maybe im not like her,i dont hold grudges in my heart nor talk about it.im seriously over it though people are telling me that she still talk about me.but when i look from the bright side,i have no reason to hate her.im the one who’s happy now and i found a love.i totally believe in karma.what comes around does goes around dont they?thats one life lesson that i learnt..the one that you hurt will be happy with a better person and in the end,you end up getting nothing.

ok updates in my life,last sunday was my cousin’s wedding.everyone was dressing up with traditional costumes and everyone looks amazing.here are the pictures.feasts your eyes people;)

love...

2009-07-04T09:45:00.000-07:00

well okay.few days ago,someone texted me n told me how’s he’d been encountering some problem in his relationship.i was touched when he shared all the things that he done for his girlfriend and yet,what did he get in return?nothing.a solid zero.He’s a good guy and i believe that he need an alarm to wake him from his fantasy love towards his girlfriend.This situation made me realize what had i lost in this couple of years.I had a small fight with jay last night.it lasted all night long..I refuse to pick up his calls.finally,around 3am this morning.I decided to give him a ring to settle things that lies on our line.Today,i realize how lucky i am to be love by someone like him.I’m a horrible person sometimes.i’m not the best girlfriend that i have been for him.im just glad to know that im safe with him.okay,let me finish up my story about that guy who texted me..he asked me for a few advice.and finally..he popped a question that cracks my head..he asked me what do i think about true love.it did takes me a few days to actually figure it out.I found out that What true love isn’t…
Love isn’t just some words you say to someone. Love isn’t a feeling or emotion. We are creatures of emotion. Our mood and emotions can be affected by the weather, what we eat, what someone says to us, what we see on tv, or any of a million small things. Love is not an emotion, or how you feel about soemone, it’s much much more then that.

What is true love…
Love is an action. You can say I love you to someone all you want, but if there is no action behind it, then it is meaningless. Love is a commitment. It is saying I will be there for you no matter what. It’s not saying “I DO, until something better comes along, or until I no longer feel like it.” It’s a commitment that lasts forever, through thick or thin. There is never a plan B, or “what if.” True love endures through any and every circumstance. It’s you willing to give up your life for them. Whether that means by taking a bullet, or by the small things in your daily life, such as giving up something that displeases them. True Love is a life decision, a daily decision, a secondly decision. It is putting them first in everything. True love is a two way street, where both parties meet more then halfway to solve a problem. True love is being patient in everything. It is being unselfish in everything you do. True love keeps no record of being wronged. It is forgiveness. True love never gives up. True love is more then words, more then an action, more then a lifestyle.
True Love is LIFE.

sharing another love,
Donna

haha,a real dreamer?

2009-07-04T09:44:00.002-07:00

Every person has his or her personal life and colors it with dream as I do. I know that life is a battle that I have to win, a journey that I must experience and a STAR that I am about to reach. I don’t know why I never give up to reach my STAR, I only understand that I have to strive for it and live it till my last breathe.

There are many people said that I’M A TRULY DREAMER and I agree with their opinion. I don’t care what kind of reasons that they have by saying that sentences……….but YES, I’M A TRULY DREAMER……… I do something for my dream, I felt 2 times and stand up three times. I believe My Lord watches me from heaven, He is the witness of my struggling and He counts each failure and success that I’ve gained.. I love to meet the challenges, cause they will grow me up to become a strong woman and test my desire to reach my STAR.

MY Lord, I believe that You will always in my heart and You’re the single reason that makes me to fight for my STAR. Please, give me Your srength and wisdom so that I can reach my goal.Amen.

truely,

Donna mcD.

he's the one.

2009-07-04T09:44:00.001-07:00

sat down near the main door in my house this morning.As the cozy wind runned through my hair,i smiled and grinned to myself thinking how this year had been wonderful to me.well i do had my own ups and downs and some wild dramas drawing a new experience in this chapter of my life.i did struggle in my studies and had some personal problems like anyone else.I got into a fight and end up getting an enemy.Yeah,i’m talking about that girl.okay,enaugh about that.my love life had been amazing this year.I fall for him.JAYMERAL HENRY.He’s been a great boyfriend to me and so far,he’s the best.he was my friend last time,i would never expected that he would ask me to be with him.yeah,he’s very romantic;)he’s sweet,seems like its hard to find any guy with a well manner like him nowadays.things are great between us and we grow closer than ever.i know his family and he knows mine.it was pretty akward for me when he first introduce me to his family and brought me to his house.but im glad for his effort showing that he wants me to know about his life..and now,evrything is great.i like his family a lot,especially his siblings.i meet them every week which is good for me.he means a lot to me.and i would never chose any guy over me.HE”S THE ONLY ONE;)

lets talk about him.okay,his nickname?milo.haha.sounds funny but its cute.we are looking forward having a puppy together…we have a lot in common.football is our passion!!!!aha,sadly both of us supporting different team,he’s crazy with manchester united and im definetely in love with arsenal(nicklas bendtner is super sexy).he loves to eat.and when he does,he eats a lot.i love watching him sleeping cuz he’s adorable..awhhh bebehhhh.he loves singing.he can sing well too.his voice is surely the soundtrack of my everydays.when he smiles,my world stops immediately.his birthday,18th may which is one week before my very own birthday.he’s 18years old.what else?he likes green colour,loves dogs,playing “football manager”.i call him BEBEHBAW.hahaha.wth?owh goshhhh..im in love.

enaugh about that,i’ll update more about him.wish us happyness;)

i love you baby,

mimimilo.

babe

2009-07-04T09:43:00.001-07:00

Boredness strike again.it had been a major boring week for me comparing to the others i had.somehow i begin to miss my friends.its been a long time for me to catch up with everything despite on my evryday routines in school.next week is a one week holiday n im definetely looking forward to meet them.the only thing that connects me with my friends is text messaging.how awful is that?i know=.=”i didnt went to church last week..practically i’m not that holy-type of person but it was a mellow sunday for me.

yesterday was a confusing day for me.for the first time ever..he lied to me.and you know who he is.And to top it off,its not just a lie.it was a bad one.Im not saying that it is regarding other girls or anything serious.but it still hurts..knowing that he dissapointed me in a way that he did what he promised not to do.My point is,when u really love someone,and he promised u sunshines and rainbows,it is difficult to stay mad or punished them.Maybe i was lying to myself for forgiving him or wat.I know he regrets it from the way he look and the tears from his eyes.I can’t resist myself.babe..I love you.and you yourself know that..if you really love me as what you told me before.think about it..i hope what happened yesterday gives u a warning on what u did.It was really hard for me too.When u grab my hands and kiss it,i felt like the whole world stops and i know i cannot hate u.But im scared,im scared that it will give an impression to u that i can easily forgive u.I do wanna spend my life with u too but that doesn’t mean i won’t leave u if u did something hurtful to me.Actions speak louder than words.show me babe,don’t just say it.All i wanted is for u to stay true to me..i don’t want your college life changes u.Seems like your new friends are affecting u but i don’t wanna blame whoever it is.Maybe i should blame myself for not opening my eyes wide enaugh.Well,if u ever read this entry.i hope u will realize everything.Its just hard for me to tell u in the face.

I love u babe,

Donna.

selfishness no more

2009-07-04T09:42:00.000-07:00

I used to be a bad tempered selfish brat that only cared about what I wanted, this eventually developed into how I wanted people to feel because obviously most of the time, I couldn’t get what I want and somewhere along the way, I realized that it was a downward spiral of negative emotion and desire which is selfish above all else. Eventually, I also realized that getting what I wanted out of the spite of getting what I wanted, never really filled that gap of want in me. That was where I started to learn to start the chain reaction of goodwill which would only come back to me and others I cared for… that was my first frail understanding of karma. What I want can pass as easily as a thought in my mind but the karmic ripples of thought and action could eventually rupture into a tsunami of destructive thought waves.

I’m only 16 this year, I have met almost every kind of person there is to meet… by learning not to judge at an early age, I was able to befriend everyone from a junkie to a religious fanatic… by understanding the state they were in and why they are the way they are, forces you to accept why they need to be, who they are and what makes them tick. That in turn forced me to dig deeper in myself to see why I am the way I am. . That is why sometimes I am not even sure who I am, let alone the purpose of my existence.

yes,i was hated in school.but why do i need to care.all i know is i have a wonderful life n for sure,i do not need any of them.I learnt how to keep my head up high.indeed,it had made me who I am today.thanks to my family,friends and my dearest boyfriend for being with me through my ups and downs.All your love colours my everyday.

love,

Donna mcD

NEW STORY,NEW BLOG.

2009-07-04T09:32:00.000-07:00

okay,so here it is.i join this blog in 2006 then i deleted for some personal reason.so i delete all post and gonna replace new one.hahaha,just some lousy information.